Suffocated

Seconds passed by and I'm dying a little more inside. The road seems endless; such an uncertainty to live without a purpose.

To love you were no mistake. To be with you is my intention. To share an honest and happy moment is my expectation. But silence crept in and I don't know how to break the spell.

Everyday is a New Day

Awaken before dawn is very unusual of me. Laid there thinking to myself. A new day has begun.

A Piece of My Life Theory

Living based on theory probably not realistic; yet, it helps. The idea is to get a clue of what is going on and what rule may be applicable for such situation. There ain’t always a ready-made solution in hand but do put a trust that there always is a way out. The thing is it may take time, effort and sacrifice. 

None loves to wait. None loves to try. None love to sacrifice. 

BUT 

Time: The answer to the problem would always be solved in time. It’s not now, not today and not tomorrow. Time provide what one couldn’t ask for more—A chance to re-think, an opportunity to realize, a choice to make a right decision to one’s heart content. 

Effort: Act now and one shall know the real problem. Act now and one shall learn. Act now and one shall analyze. Act now and one shall conclude. Without it, one would be in a severe mere guess and assumption that pays no fruitful result. 

Sacrifice: State to the obvious, things go wrong all the time. Nothing could make it right. One should then know, it’s time to give in. It does affect the other factor and a difference may then take place. A difference in oneself, a difference in another, a difference in everything else that matters; most importantly, a pride one may receive. To win is to lose.

Beer & Dad

Among my 5 siblings, I'm the worst in being sweet to Daddy. That explains my twin is the best in such. Anyhow, she doesn't have the chance like I do today. I'm spending my time with Daddy while my twin is snoring in her bed haha... 

Beer and Sprite

I'm not a fan of beer. I wasn't aware that beer could be mixed just like whiskey or other spirit type. But this mixed one taste sweet and so easy to drink. At the end of each sip, I could taste the bitterness of the beer; yet in a yummy way.

ME~* and Dad after emptying the glasses and before going off to bed.

*I LOVE MY DAD*

This means War

I went to see movie again today. This time, it's a Romance Comedy. LOVE every bit of it. Had a great laugh but Nak didn't enjoy it as much as I did... MAN!

Rabbit Hole

At times I feel my life is pretty much an adventure to an unknown world.